So now I'm sitting here in Sacrament meeting and listening to the speaker tell us that Heavenly Father will not give you more than you can handle... But I feel like I'm in over my head. I don't feel like I'm handling things.
I'm in a hole. It's so deep I feel like I can't climb out. All I want to do I'd sleep and cry. Yet somehow I'm supposed to work and be a good wife and do my church calling and take care of the house and take care of the children and deal with Preston's problems. And I'm failing at all of it.